I am a listener to your songs since 2012, which had long-term impacts on me. I had been not able to understand many of your songs at the beginning, but got most of them now - which was thought to be unfortunate by someone, but not by me. In fact, I would like to say thanks to you and your songs as I am still alive.
Your lyrics might be about hopeless... However they are above depression or death. Something in your songs was experienced by me, some are experiencing, but anyway they were described by people like you, as well as provided a significant point of view, to stare at the unfortunate in lives.
Finally, thank you very much. Sorry I do not know what more to say, as English is not my native language while I cannot speak Japanease...